Our Universe/Higher Self is Always guiding us where we need to be for our Highest growth…

From the most beautiful, magical  consciousness expanding experiences to the most uncomfortable and challenging experiences in our lives.., all gifts and powerful opportunities guided into our lives through a combination of magnetism and our Universe orchestrating the most powerful experiences for our highest conscious growth…

Although it did take me a bit to understand how this all works, I finally realized years ago that EVERY SINGLE moment, person, conversation, interaction and experience was being very purposefully placed in my reality for my conscious growth. The more connected I became inside myself the more it all began to make sense and I began to REMEMBER how it all worked, why it was all happening For Me and not To Me as I first thought it was, being victim to the experiences that didn’t feel good, hurt inside, got me triggered and all fired up.

I used to get upset earlier in my journey “thinking” the uncomfortable experiences were random or an accident. Feeling I just had “bad luck” or “bad timing”, or maybe just happened to be in the “wrong place at the wrong time”, and that people are just mean…  But the more conscious I became along my journey, the more I began to realize that accidents, random, bad luck were an illusion/manipulation fed to us to make us miss the Bigger Picture that we live in a quantum reality where everything is actually happening VERY purposefully for every single one of us through magnetism, realizing that we are magnetizing all these experiences into our own lives to resolve our density, and that our Universe/Higher self is the architect of it all.

Earlier in my journey I just didn’t know or put together that the uncomfortable, intense experiences were meant to happen for me, so I pushed them away as random, but funny enough in the same breath I was fully on board with believing the beautiful expansive experiences were being gifted from my Universe.

Then further along my journey everything shifted in a BIG way…that’s when what seemed like out of nowhere, the more uncomfortable experiences started getting more and more frequent and I was very confused for a bit, as at that time in my life I held a misguided belief that my Higher Self/Universe was only gifting me all the awesomeness and love filled moments of big expansions/visions because I was growing.

I got stuck a bit wondering why I was all of the sudden having all these very confronting, uncomfortable, triggered interactions, big emotions and memories surfacing endlessly,  being the complete opposite of what I “thought” I should be having because of being so sacred and aware for years. I felt I had already done a bunch of healing on myself for many years previously, so dedicated to my process “thinking” I was beginning to finally live the bliss and magic…   

And I was, except I didn’t realize I was moving into a new phase of the journey going deeper into a new phase of my Ascension that I didn’t know existed, as in my spiritual journey it was said that the bliss and magic phase was getting close to enlightenment 5D, or at least that’s what I perceived from what I’d read. I   had no idea at the time how the journey worked or that there was soooooo much more to accomplish beyond 5D going all the way to 12D embodiment, I just thought I hit the sacred bliss and magic stage and all was going to be glorious from then on. And my goodness was I ever in for a surprise because that’s when all my beliefs of how it all worked got turned upside down. That’s when I realized that 5D is just the very beginning of Ascension and that Ascension was a MUCH MUCH DIFFERENT journey than Awakening.

All of the sudden I was now having all kinds of emotions coming up, getting triggered like crazy by people/memories/places, getting dropped into what I now see as many “dark nights of the soul” experiences over and over, now being plummeted/descended down back into deep heavy traumas/painful memories/past experiences I “thought” I had previously “healed”, and also many uncomfortable past experiences, interactions I didn’t even remember and didn’t know existed within me.

Over time I stated being faced with and shown all kinds of judgments I’d made of myself and others since my childhood, started seeing all the fears I’d took on/created and still held, the stories of guilt, blame, shame and victim I held towards myself and others, the control I had over my life and then a bunch of lack… which I later realized in a big way was all fragments of my ego and all literally buried and stuck in my body as un resolved experiences. It was very intense and all felt very real as it came up activating all kinds of emotions and victim energy, and didn’t know what to do about it all.

Eventually realizing this was all my density i’d created and buried in my energy body through my entire life, that it was all inside me and coming up so intensely because it was all UNresolved, was never dealt with/aligned/taken responsibility for in a conscious way in the moment it all happened, and that’s why it was all stuck in my body. I saw in deep visions that my new job/mission/process was to begin Resolving all these pieces of density, trauma, painful memories, and all the ego fragments/beliefs of judgment, lack, victim, fear, shame, guilt, greed, unworthiness, self betrayal, control… from my physical body/energy body at the roots because I couldn’t take the density with me.

I saw deeply that it was all holding me back from anchoring into a higher frequency/vibration, it was weighting me down energetically from Ascending as it was all the density I had accumulated from living a life of separation. That all the healing I thought I’d done previously was surface level and that there were much deeper processes that had to be done over time to truly dissolve the mental/physical/emotional density from my physical body at the roots or it would all just keep repeating in my head as unresolved trauma loops. All so much deeper and bigger than I could have ever imagined or had ever seen anyone do in my spiritual journey. Which is when I realized the spiritual journey was “pre ascension” and that Ascension itself came with an entirely new set of processes.

That’s when I began to have glimpses that we are star beings that PURPOSEFULLY CHOSE to DROP our consciousness to experience “Earth School”, the 3D realms of UNconsciousness and separation. I began to see and realize that even though we don’t remember the choice point of “dropping in”,  because we also chose to experience it with amnesia, our biggest mission would be to one day AWAKEN out of the manipulated 3D illusion of separation, and then eventually ASCEND ourselves BACK OUT by fully resolving ALL of the separation unconsciousness we unknowingly took in and on as normal life since childhood.

Then over more time realized that this entire reality/beliefs/words/information and everything we  believed and took on was completely corrupted to “try” to stop humanity from Awakening. Which is another post in itself.

The point being that because we took a fully corrupted reality/matrix on as real, wether we knew or not, now has to be fully resolved so we can Ascend our consciousness, then our physical body and FAR BEYOND to become completely PURE AGAIN, to live as DIVINITY AGAIN and to become the living embodiment of Heaven on Earth AGAIN.

So to keep this somewhat short and bring us back to the original point…. Once we hit a certain level/point in our Awakening journey (there are many phases of awakening) our UNIVERSE/HIGHER SELF/SOUL says it’s time to move into new VERY DIFFERENT Ascension processes that are MUCH DIFFERENT and MUCH DEEPER than anything experienced in a awakening as it’s now time to resolve our entire life of separation, not just surface level anymore, no more being victim to a reality/world WE CHOSE to experience being Earth School….

It’s now time in the journey to begin to REMEMBER that we are each our own magnetic field living in a quantum universe. All of our unconscious choices, beliefs, ego fragments, separation (density) held in the body IS whats Magnetizing ALL experiences, interactions and people, wether triggered/uncomfortable/intense or the magic and bliss into our lives, EVERY SINGLE ONE…. not just some. All given as GIFTS and OPPORTUNITIES for us to SEE/FEEL the PROGRAMMING and CHOOSE to RESOLVE our DENSITY so we can become PURE DIVINITY again, and our Universe/Higher Self is the architect of it all.

Now the journey becomes working with and through much higher processes to resolve the density from our energy body…, not fighting, avoiding, deflecting and pushing them away as the victim which is our “default programming” and just creates more density to have to deal with later.  Important to remember that when we point fingers, blame, shame others instead of accepting it’s happening FOR us, we are choosing the victim role to something our beautiful Universe is placing before us for OUR conscious growth. Victim energy is a big piece of the ego that we are meant to resolve, not keep giving it power, and victim energy deflects/avoids EVERYTHING to do with acknowledgement, integrity and taking responsibility for ourselves. It’s all about breaking the unconscious programming/DE programming from how 3D taught/conditioned us to live in separation.

Reacting/deflecting/avoiding/blaming is our old 3D default programming and won’t get us anywhere, it’s the ego in charge and that’s where emotions come in as the “shield” to defect which creates more density. So our biggest mission is to learn to STOP OURSELVES from unconsciously choosing our default programming. Once the emotions start flying it means we are CHOOSING to AVOID the gift and opportunity, we’ve now chosen victim energy INSTEAD of stoping ourselves and acknowledging it’s for us to Resolve, which is the big difference between surface level awakening and much deeper ascension processes where we are seeing the MUCH BIGGER PICTURE.

Anything in the moment or any experience that feels uncomfortable, triggered and challenged, where emotions are involved IS a POWERFUL OPPORTUNITY gifted by our a universe to stop and LOOK WITHIN, see ourself and what WE hold inside so we can then RESOLVE the programming/density/ego.

The Ascension journey is a VERY POWERFUL REVERSAL of all we’ve ever known, trusted believed to be right and real in 3D and 4D. It pushes us DEEEEEEP within to see feel acknowledge and resolve ALL that’s not pure inside so we can become PURE AGAIN, day by day over many years and lots of tears and beautiful expansions, eventually Ascending ourselves BACK to our original state of UNIVERSAL/SOURCE CONSCIOUSNESS.

WE are the creators of our reality, WE took on a manipulated reality, now our Universe is doing its beautiful job to guide us back HOME to FULL CONSCIOUSNESS so we can all create a new world together. We can keep avoiding, blaming, judging, being victim to the GIFTS and living in fear… OR we can powerfully begin the reversal process and start doing what we came here to do and TAKE BACK OUR REALITY.

There’s a BIG REASON we aren’t taught any of this… it’s because we are POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE, and once Awake to all the manipulation and we REMEMBER, the outer world control no longer holds any power, the corrupted world ceases to exist.

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