The Importance of Rebuilding our INNER LIGHT…✨✨✨

With the frequencies amping up/intensifying now daily in a BIG way I felt to share how important it is to put lots of Conscious effort/time/space into Rebuilding our light and what that actually means in a Conscious reality.

Our light is EVERYTHING the more conscious we become through our Awakening/Ascension processes, it’s our FUEL where we pull our conscious energy from to get things done IN THE MOMENT, to work through things, to resolve/dissolve, to make food, get the chores done, shovel snow, build a garden, chainsaw a fallen tree out of the way, write articles/posts/workshops, guide, support, assist…

The more conscious we become the more we rely on our LIGHT ENERGY instead of the old 3D way of just doing things without understanding how it (energy) all works.

I’m the earlier stages BEFORE the DEEP pre ego phase/ego release/surrender/“death” phases ACTIVATE light energy is unknown to the 3D human, life just is what it is and if required to get something done you do your best, if your tired you do it anyways and usually forcing yourself through it for work/family/friends/self, or cancel plans due to being tired/rundown which usually ends up letting someone or self down in some way/shape/form due to 3D expectations/promises/work contracts…

This can all seem normal until becoming more conscious of how Energy Flows/pushes/pulls/interacts because it’s just how we do it/have done it, we’ve watched others and this is how it goes, be productive or your LAZY type attitude. We were UNKNOWINGLY conditioned to be PRODUCTIVE SLAVES so that’s how we look at things, like it has to get done or we are in trouble or letting ourselves/others down.

Outside of a Conscious Community I can’t remember the last time I herd someone say to me that they chose to cancel an outing/meeting/plans so they could REBUILD theIr LIGHT, or the last time someone said “I engaged in 3D conversations/actions  for longer then I probably should have and am very depleted energetically, so I’ll have to reschedule to rebuild my light..”.

It’s just not taught to people in the outside world of manipulation, as if we knew HOW/WHY Energy truly flowed/pushed/pulled/interacts/magnetizes we would NEVER put our energy where it WOULD get depleted/pulled UNLESS we had a  Higher Conscious purpose SEEING/FEELING/KNOWING the HIGHER purpose/outcome.

In this case above we would be purposefully injecting ourself into a situation to guide/support/assist/inspire/help out/volunteer KNOWING that we would then have to take time/space to rebuild our LIGHT ENERGY back to sufficient levels, not partial levels but to fully REBUILD/RECOVER ALL of our LIGHT ENERGY/FUEL. Sometimes it’s physical work which can be much more taxing/depleting to the Light Body, other times it’s simply speaking to someone/people/big groups maybe guiding/teaching/inspiring/empowering which is also taxing in a more energetic way.

Simply put, lower frequencies/vibrations are magnetized to HIGHER frequencies, it’s how energy flows and also how we magnetize Growth Experiences into our lives as I share in other posts/activations. The lower will ALWAYS pull from the HIGHER no matter how lovely a person/situation “seems” in the moment, it’s HOW energy flows…

As an a example (going to use dimensions to make a point/understanding) if you are holding an Embodiment of 6D meaning you have released the ego control matrix and have Ascended your consciousness and you go to teach a workshop to a group that are all 3/4D (which is pretty much all of humanity) there’s going to be an energy pull/drain, it’s not because people are purposefully pulling at your energy, It’s just how energy attracts energy…

This is why the more conscious Awakened/Ascended we become, the more we GET IN/GET OUT, we don’t hang out afterwards and chit chat UNLESS it’s for a HIGHER PURPOSE fully KNOWING that every second we stay we are CHOOSING to BE depleted. It becomes a Conscious Choice to ALLOW ourselves to be drained SEEING/FEELING the BIGGER PICTURE/OUTCOME being the Conscious Growth of someone else or self.

The biggest example to share would be that pretty much every single person I’ve ever known loves being around other people, be it friends/family/co workers/meeting new people/going on dates/school etc…it’s just a “normal” thing for a 3D human in to fill their spare time and for most people they desire connection, so they make plans to “hang out” with other people in whatever way feels good/fun to them in the moment. So for the example above there really is no energy drain happening because they are still unconscious to energy and how it flows, no idea that we each have our own magnetic field or what frequency/vibration mean, so it’s just normal life. Yet for a person that is invested into their Awakening process let’s say holding an embodiment/frequency of mid 4D being around when the “pre ego” phase begins, that same example of wanting to be around people doesn’t work the same energetically. So for this example let’s say this awakened person chooses to just go hang out for hours on end talking about random 3D things/life with a friend that’s not awakened or acknowledging their awakening, they end up coming home feeling a bit more tired than usual.. Then they wake up the next day feeling contracted/heavy/slow like as if they had a “hang over”, and they do in a way because they purposefully chose to go hang out with a Lower frequency taking about all things unconscious (not aligned with higher consciousness) without acknowledging the energy pull that would happen, so they are now super depleted/drained/low as the outcome of the choice.

The bigger part about this is that many don’t understand how this truly works/energy flows or don’t want to so they can keep their feet playing in 3D unconsciousness/material world not wanting to let go of certain things  or, they feel they are doing a service for the other person not realizing what’s actually now happening for them (energy drain). When I say “for them” I’m referring to the energy drain they now have happening FOR them to show them what happens (Energetic Growth Experience) when choosing to be around unconsciousness and talking/being/acting unconsciously. Can take a while for a person to TRULY want to let go of 3D EVERYTHING, you’d be surprised, some just won’t let go of certain things until slammed to the floor energetically over and over and their reality is now collapsing in on itself/demolition because 3D is a STIMULANT in itself.

3D doesn’t understand/can’t FEEL how this works yet because their Light Body has not been activated which is a massive journey in itself, the Light Body being the Activation point of beginning to FEEL EVERYTHING inside which doesn’t actually ACTIVATE until mid/later 4D stages of the Conscious Awakening process… so until a persons Light Body actually Activates/comes on line the person doesn’t FEEL the energy drain for what it truly is, usually just chalking it up to being tired or run down or “sick” (sick is a 3/4D belief system) or don’t even care to know what’s happening.

So now we bring ourselves to what is a Light Body and how do we activate it…

Well, first let’s talk about what I call the “Energy Body”, this to me is the 3/4D human vessel FULL of traumas/painful memories/hurt/sadness/stored emotions/victim stories which are held in the physical body as DENSITY or DYSFUNCTIONAL ENERGY. This Energy Body also houses/stores ALL our UNCONSCIOUS CHOICES/ACTIONS/BELIEFS/IDENTITIES/PROGRAMMING/CONDITIONING/INDOCTRINATION taken in since birth also held as DENSITY.

Our role once we Awaken is to begin the Conscious Resolving/Dissolving process of Taking Responsibility for ALL I just mentioned which is in itself the 3D EGO MATRIX of control. As we do this we become Lighter energetically by releasing density, which ALLOWS us to RECEIVE/INTEGRATE/ANCHOR/EMBODY MUCH HIGHER FREQUENCIES within ourselves by being able to receive/take in/house more HIGHER LIGHT.

The more we consciously work through/resolve/dissolve the more HIGH FREQUENCY LIGHT we can receive and now HOLD inside which eventually begins to ACTIVATE the QUANTUM LIGHT BODY. The more density we choose to release/resolve/dissolve through conscious process which becomes Ego release surrender, the more we are releasing the need for our energy body to HOLD lower frequencies/DENSITY which blasts our HIGHER HEART WIDE OPEN. yet it’s a many years long 24/7 process to accomplish this.  The LIGHT BODY being our new QUANTUM VESSEL or LIGHT SHIP as some call it. Eventually the carbon based human structure dissolves into the PURITY of the LIGHT and the new Light Body is fuelled by LIGHT ENERGY/LIGHT that WE begin to CULTIVATE for ourselves through our daily lives/choices:actions…

So back to rebuilding our light… it’s of the highest importance that we are very aware of WHERE/HOW/WHY we are using our LIGHT ENERGY.  It’s not like the old ways of just doing everything unconsciously until physically/mentally weak and powerless, going to bed and doing it all over again to please society/3D unconscious life.

The more you begin to Activate your Light Body the more you will realize through draining experiences that you are/have been taking your frequency/light/vibration down to the floor/toilet PURPOSEFULLY but also UNKNOWINGLY. This is how we LEARN/REMEMBER/FEEL how it all works, through the PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES of being depleted/drained over and over. Eventually as the Light Body is Activating our soul/universe/higher self start directing the show through physical experiences to get our attention. It happens like this because it’s the ONLY way unconscious humans WILL pay attention, seeming to only pay attention when their reality is COLLAPSING in on itself and they can’t take how uncomfortable it is anymore, so things begin to get MORE and MORE taxing/draining/uncomfortable until the human chooses to do something about it, to the point that you can be down for days or a week not knowing WHY your so low/contracted/triggered/emotional until finally realizing through lots of uncomfortable experiences that your conscious life/reality works MUCH DIFFERENTLY to the old ways.

Actually its all completely opposite, everything in consciousness becomes an opposite/backwards process to 3D, I used to call it opposite land. One day long ago I had a massive vision that everything in the outside 3D world we are programmed/conditioned/indoctrinated to believe/do/know/take in is purposefully given backwards/opposite to what the human is require to do to Awaken and Eventually Ascend. Even many “spiritual Awakening” processes are backwards which is why so many are UNKNOWINGLY looping in 4D unconscious beliefs/processes/modalities UNKNOWINGLY blocking themselves from moving further through their Awakening journeys. It’s all part of the mass manipulation of humanity to block us from Awakening, yet we have NEVER been BLOCKED, we just had to start searching/looking INSIDE ourselves for the TRUE HIGHER GUIDANCE/HIGHER PATH coded in our DNA, which comes through the Activation of our LIGHT BODIES.

The point being that eventually you will start to realize how drained you become just having a “normal” conversation/chit chatting/hanging out with people that are lower in frequency.

Now this brings another piece of not going into ego judging others for being lower frequency as 3/4D is an absolute manipulated mess and it ALL PULLS. This is why you’ll see people that are deep into their Awakening process pull away from people/regular life and get more into their own vibe/energy/frequency which is a BIG part of the journey too. Yet at some point (later in the journey) we must inject ourselves BACK into society to guide/support/assist/volunteer/share/love/be when the time comes… we just become VERY CONSCIOUS of how long/how we feel and the BIGGER MORE CONSCIOUS PURPOSE of it all, saying to ourselves “does this serve my/their highest consciousness or is it serving old ways/patterns/beliefs and pulling draining me.”

Rebuilding for me depends on how I spent my energy. Sometimes it’s out playing on/with Gaia, sometimes it’s having baths/playing in water, resting, laying down, inward time, integrating, just BEing… other times it’s doing laundry, playing the drums, making food and just doing things that support but not requiring my full attention/consciousness to be fully engaged like writing Activation articles/workshops etc…

Each level of consciousness will be different the way it works, like for instance me being an Embodied/Ascended soul living from Quantum/Universal consciousness I can still guide/support/assist/do sessions even when rebuilding UNLESS I’ve taxed myself too much on purpose like outside chopping wood for winter/digging out the snowmobile being stuck/doing big garden work etc… for others still working through their Awakening and or Ascension phases doing what I just mentioned would/could also be very taxing depending on the situation if able to do any of it at all.

It’s all about assessing ourselves and SEEING/FEELING/KNOWING from DEEP WITHIN how much inner LIGHT/FUEL we are holding/what is our light quotient/are we FULL or lagging/tired/slow/confused, eventually just knowing where your at all the time.

This takes tons of time/dedication/awareness/acknowledgment/OBSERVATION of self to work through all the blockages/density/dysfunction and always being CLEAR to ASSESS where we are at at all times so we can shift in any given moment.

Biggest thing to remember is that lower frequency ALWAYS pull from higher frequencies, choose your interactions CONSCIOUSLY and be very AWARE if your energy is being pulled/depleted/taxed. Just watch you don’t go into choosing the victim role because you’ve become soooo depleted or JUDGING someone you “THINK” has a lower vibe which is ego, remembering it’s always your choice WHERE/WHY/HOW you spend your energy, it’s NEVER just happening TO you, but is ALWAYS happening FOR you to see/feel/know where your energy is at so you can TAKE RESPONSIBILITY and choose to SHIFT.

REMEMBER your light is your Conscious FUEL, when depleted your not bringing your HIGHEST ASPECT forward which creates/magnetizes “Growth Experiences” into our lives to show us we are out alignment and not paying attention. Sometimes the big heavy days are simply happening because the Light is depleted and requires self to bring it all back into highest alignment so we are actually doing a service and not a dis-service.

Watch who your interacting with and WHY and begin to FEEL when it’s time to go rather than staying until fully depleted which takes wayyyyy longer to recover because we are PURPOSEFULLY depleting ourselves KNOWING what happens. If your are able to OBSERVE your energy while with people you will eventually start to FEEL when the energy is now PULLING, this is the Light Body’s way of saying “HELLO.. it’s time to remove yourself….!”, it’s all about breaking through the programming/conditioning wanting to stay for whatever reasons..

Eventually making promises to people goes out the window in exchange for LIVING IN THE MOMENT/HIGHEST CONSCIOUSNESS which pulls away any expectations, and expectations ALWAYS lead to disappointment.

Our energy shows/tells us EVERYTHING when choosing to hold/stay/be in FULL ALIGNMENT. We just have to want to pay attention and truly want to break through all the old 3D patterns/programs/conditioning.

Begin to OBSERVE your energy at ALL TIMES and you’ll really begin to FEEL when the drain begins, sometimes it’s immediately, it’s about asking ourselves if it’s HIGHEST ALIGNED no matter WHAT IT IS or WHO it’s with. Eventually our own ENERGY being in ALIGNMENT (full of LIGHT) becomes more important than ANYTHING in the world because we KNOW with all of our being that if we aren’t our HIGHEST we aren’t BRINGING our highest.   

We aren’t just kicking people out of our lives because they aren’t doing their inner work, we simply choose what’s best for OUR OWN ENERGY/FREQUENCY/LIGHT BODY.

Just sharing a simple version of it all for now to assist, will share more in other Activations/Guidance/Support as we go…

I LOVE YOU SOUL MUCH…!!!!🤍✨💎