The Importance of taking time to Rebuild our Inner Light…

With the frequencies amping up/intensifying now daily in a BIG way, I felt to share how important it is to put lots of Conscious effort/time/space into Rebuilding our Inner Light and what that actually means in a Conscious reality.

Our light is EVERYTHING the more we Activate our LIGHTBODY through our Awakening/Ascension processes, it’s literally our FUEL where we pull our conscious energy from to get things done IN THE MOMENT, to work through things, to make food, get the chores done, shovel snow, build a garden, chainsaw a fallen tree out of the way, write articles, posts, build workshops, guide, support, assist…

The more conscious we become the more our Lightbody relies on our LIGHT ENERGY instead of the old 3D way of just doing things without understanding how it (energy) all works.

In the earlier stages of Awakening BEFORE the DEEP ego release, surrender, “death” phases begin the Light Body has not yet Activated, so light energy is unknown to the 3D human, life just is what it is and if required to get something done you do your best, if your tired you do it anyways and usually forcing yourself through it for work, family, friends, or ourselves, or cancel plans due to being tired/rundown which usually ends up letting someone or self down in some way, shape or form due to 3D expectations, promises, work contracts…

This can all seem normal until becoming more conscious of how Energy Flows/pushes/pulls/interacts because it’s just how we do it/have done it, we’ve watched others and this is how it goes, be productive or your LAZY type attitude. We were UNKNOWINGLY conditioned to be PRODUCTIVE SLAVES so that’s how we look at things, like it has to get done or we are in trouble or letting ourselves or others down.

I can’t remember the last time I herd someone say to me that they chose to cancel an outing/meeting/plans so they could REBUILD theIr LIGHT, or the last time someone said “I engaged in conversations/actions  for longer then I probably should have and am very depleted energetically, so I’ll have to reschedule to rebuild my light..” because it’s never happened other than hearing it from my conscious partner that’s on the journey with me. It’s just not taught to people in the lower realms of 3/4D and doesn’t truly matter as much until beginning Ascension phases because in Awakening the Lightbody hasn’t fully activated yet. So it’s two totally different understandings of how things work. In 3/4D we can hand out with anyone for extended periods of time with no real energy drain, just business as usual, but later in the journey when our Higher Self says it’s time to begin the much deeper Ascension phase EVERYTHING CHANGES, especially how energy flows and interacts with our newly Activated Lightbody.

Ascension requires all new processes, it brings all new ways of doing things, it becomes an almost reversal of how we did things before in many ways and the biggest piece that activates in the beginning phases is beginning to FEEL our energy get drained from doing things that aren’t aligned anymore. Like just hanging out with people and shooting the “shit”, being around large groups for no real conscious reason, going out for dinner, hanging around family as usual, staying busy all day doing 3D things around people…. Yes the things I just mentioned may “seem” normal as we’ve always done them. Yet once the new deeper Ascension phases begin EVERYTHING changes and now our own energy becomes the most sacred and important piece of us as now everything begins to affect it in all new ways.

Now our new biggest mission becomes staying in an alignment and keeping our energy in alignment at all times or we begin to get super depleted and have to take time to REBUILD/RE-ENERGIZE, and this is because we are now raising our frequency higher and higher and have now Activated our new Quantum Lightbody.  And our New Lightbody begins to dictate how we experience things, who we interact with, why we are interacting, and how long so we keep ourselves in high frequency... Our Lightbody now guiding us to stay in our own energy/own process as much as possible through experiencing energy drain,  and at first it can be a bit confusing because it’s like a switch flipped and things have changed yet not understanding why.

For instance, we can try to go hang out with people, family friends for a half/full day as we used to but now when we come home we feel heavy, possibly a bit triggered and emotional, very tired, sluggish like a hangover from alcohol or from working to long and right out of alignment, and it can now take a day to many days to recover from it depending on how unconscious the energy was that we were choosing to play in. And I mean this with no separation but we do at some point have to acknowledge/learn/realize that how long and where we put our energy truly matters, because our frequency has risen and now requires understanding what pulls our energy out of alignment which will be anything of lower frequency. So it’s not meant to be a point of separation or higherarchy yet, we do have to begin to see/feel/understand when people, places, outdated priorities and things just aren’t aligned anymore in our reality or resonate with our new frequency.

As once we truly Remember HOW and WHY Energy truly flows, pushes, pulls, interacts and magnetizes we will NEVER put our energy where it would get depleted, pulled UNLESS we had a  Higher Conscious purpose SEEING, FEELING and KNOWING the HIGHER purpose and outcome.

Like purposefully putting ourself into a situation to guide, support, assist, inspire, help out, volunteer KNOWING that we would then have to take time and space to rebuild our LIGHT ENERGY back to sufficient levels, not partial levels but to fully REBUILD and RECOVER ALL of our LIGHT ENERGY or LIGHT FUEL. Sometimes it’s physical work which can be much more taxing AND depleting to the Light Body, other times it’s simply speaking to someone, people, big groups or guiding, teaching, inspiring or empowering which is also taxing in a more energetic way.

Simply put, lower frequencies are magnetized to HIGHER frequencies, it’s how energy flows and also how we magnetize Growth Experiences into our lives as I share in other posts and activations. The lower will ALWAYS pull from the HIGHER no matter how lovely a person or situation “seems” in the moment, it’s HOW energy flows…

As an a example (going to use dimensions to make a point and understanding) if you are holding an Embodiment of 6D meaning you have released the ego control matrix and have Ascended your consciousness and you go to teach a workshop to a group that are all 3/4D (which is pretty much all of humanity) there’s going to be an energy pull and drain, it’s not because people are purposefully pulling at your energy, It’s just how energy attracts/pulls energy…

This is why the more conscious Awakened/Ascended we become, the more we GET IN and GET OUT, we don’t hang out afterwards and chit chat UNLESS it’s for a HIGHER PURPOSE fully KNOWING that every second we stay we are CHOOSING to BE depleted in some way. It becomes a Conscious Choice to ALLOW ourselves to be drained SEEING/FEELING the BIGGER PICTURE/OUTCOME being the Conscious Growth of someone else or self, but also acknowledging that time must now be taken/chosen to REBUILD our lightbody/light quotient back up.

The biggest example to share to make it simple would be that pretty much every single 3D person I’ve ever known not yet awake or in beginning-mid phases of awakening loves being around other people, be it friends, family, co workers, meeting new people, going on dates, school etc…it’s just a “normal” thing for a 3D human to fill their spare time and we’ve been told/conditioned we are meant to connect with other humans and for most people they desire connection or else they feel “alone” and distant, so they make plans to “hang out” with other people in whatever way feels good to them in the moment. So for the example above there really is no energy drain happening because they are still unconscious to energy and how it flows, no idea that we each have our own magnetic field or what frequency/vibration mean, so it’s just normal UNCONSCIOUS life and bigger than that is the Lightbody hasn’t yet been activated.

Yet for a person that is invested into their process let’s say holding an embodiment and frequency of higher 4D being when Ascension phase begins, that same example of wanting to be around people doesn’t work the same energetically. So for this example let’s say this person chooses to just go hang out for hours on end talking about random 3D things and regular life with a friend that’s not awakened or acknowledging their awakening, they end up coming home feeling a bit more tired than usual.. Then they wake up the next day feeling contracted, heavy and slow like as if they had a “hang over”, and they do in a way because they purposefully chose to go hang out with a Lower frequency talking about all things unconscious (not aligned with higher consciousness) without acknowledging the energy pull that would happen, so they are now super depleted, drained and feeling low energy as the outcome of the choice. And this can happen a lot when peeps “think” they are “helping” people awaken, yet unless the person truly WANTS the information, it becomes a BIG DRAIN too because ego is pushing information the other person doesn’t want to receive.

The bigger part about this is that many don’t yet understand how energy flows from a higher perspective or actually don’t want to acknowledge/understand so they can keep their feet playing in the 3D unconsciousness, convenience, temptations of the outer world not wanting to let go of certain “material” things, which they don’t realize is holding them looping in the lower realms. Staying attached/“addicted” to the 3D material world not realizing what’s actually now happening FOR THEM as a growth experience, being draining their light and looping in lower frequency attracting more unconscious low frequency people/interactions to experience. When I say “for them” I’m referring to the energy drain they now have happening FOR them to EXPERIENCE what happens when choosing to be around unconsciousness and talking, being, acting unconsciously which I call a “GROWTH EXPERIENCE” gifted from our Higher Self.

Can take a while for a person to TRULY want to let go of 3D EVERYTHING, you’d be surprised, some just won’t let go of certain things until “slammed to the floor” energetically over and over (using words to make a point because that’s how Ascension works, through uncomfortable experiences…) and their reality is now collapsing in on itself/controlled demolition because 3D is a STIMULANT in itself. I did this myself which is how I learned through many experiences to be more aware of my energy and where I’m spending it so to speak.

3D doesn’t understand/can’t yet FEEL how this works because their Light Body has not been activated which is a massive journey in itself, the Light Body being the Activation point of beginning to FEEL EVERYTHING inside which doesn’t actually ACTIVATE until mid/later 4D stages of the Conscious Awakening process… so until a persons Light Body actually Activates and comes on line for a while, the person doesn’t FEEL the energy drain for what it truly is, usually just chalking it up to being tired or run down or “sick” (sick is also a 3/4D belief system) or don’t even care to know what’s happening.

So now we bring ourselves to what is a Light Body and how do we help it keep expanding from Solar to Quantum to Crystalline, then into our Plasma light body…

Well, first let’s talk about what I call the “Energy Body”, this to me is the 3/4D human vessel that houses the DENSITY, it’s FULL of our traumas, painful memories, hurt, sadness, lack, stored emotions, victim stories, shame, guilt, judgement, fears which is ALL held/housed in the physical body as DENSITY or DYSFUNCTIONAL ENERGY. This Energy Body also houses/stores ALL our UNCONSCIOUS CHOICES, ACTIONS, BELIEFS, IDENTITIES, PROGRAMMING, CONDITIONING, INDOCTRINATION taken in since birth also held as DENSITY.

Our role once we Awaken is to begin the Conscious Resolving process of Taking Responsibility for ALL I just mentioned which is in itself the 3D EGO MATRIX. As we do this we become Lighter energetically by releasing density or energetic weight, not physical weight, which ALLOWS us to RECEIVE, INTEGRATE, ANCHOR, EMBODY MUCH HIGHER FREQUENCIES/LIGHT within ourselves by being able to receive, take in and house more HIGHER LIGHT.

Our Lightbody being our new QUANTUM OPERATING SYSTEM that we are activating inside of us that will now direct and guide us through our 5D-12D existence as we move from carbon based bodies to bodies that run on PURE LIGHT.

The more DENSITY we consciously work through, resolve, dissolve the more HIGH FREQUENCY LIGHT we can receive and now HOLD inside which eventually begins to ACTIVATE the QUANTUM LIGHT BODY. The more density we choose to Resolve from our body through our conscious process which becomes Ego release surrender, the more we are releasing the need for our energy body to HOLD lower frequencies and DENSITY which blasts our HIGHER HEART WIDE OPEN. yet it’s a many years long 24/7 process to accomplish this. The LIGHT BODY being our new QUANTUM VESSEL or LIGHT SHIP as some call it. Eventually the carbon based human structure dissolves into the PURITY of the LIGHT and the new Light Body is fuelled by LIGHT ENERGY, LIGHT that WE begin to CULTIVATE for ourselves through our daily lives, choices and actions…

So back to rebuilding our light… it’s of the highest importance that we are very aware of WHERE, HOW, WHY we are using our LIGHT ENERGY.  It’s not like the old ways of just doing everything unconsciously until physically and mentally exhausted  weak and powerless, going to bed and doing it all over again to please society and 3D unconscious life.

The more you begin to Activate your Light Body the more you will realize through draining experiences that you are and have been taking your frequency, light, vibration down to the floor PURPOSEFULLY but also UNKNOWINGLY. This is how we LEARN, REMEMBER and FEEL how it all works, through the PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES of being depleted, drained and feeling contracted over and over until we catch on and stop doing it unconsciously.

Eventually as the Lightbody keeps Activating our Soul/Universe/Higher Self start directing the show through physical experiences to get our attention. It happens like this because it’s the ONLY way unconscious humans WILL pay attention and make CHANGE is when things aren’t “working out” and their reality is COLLAPSING in on itself and they can’t take how uncomfortable it is anymore, so things begin to get MORE and MORE taxing, draining, triggered, emotional and uncomfortable until the human chooses to do something about it, to the point that you can be down for days or a week not knowing WHY your so low, contracted, triggered, emotional until finally realizing through lots of uncomfortable experiences that your conscious life and reality works MUCH DIFFERENTLY to the old ways.

Actually it’s all very opposite, everything in consciousness becomes an opposite/backwards process to 3D, I used to call it opposite land. One day long ago I had a massive vision that everything in the outside 3D world we are programmed, conditioned, indoctrinated to believe, do, know and take in is purposefully given backwards and or opposite to what the human is required to do to Awaken and Eventually Ascend. Even many “spiritual Awakening” processes are backwards to Ascension which is why so many are UNKNOWINGLY looping in 4D unconscious beliefs, processes UNKNOWINGLY blocking themselves from moving further through their Awakening journeys. It’s all part of the mass manipulation of humanity to block us from Awakening, yet we have NEVER been BLOCKED, we just had to start searching, looking and listening WITHIN ourselves for the TRUE HIGHER GUIDANCE and HIGHER PATH coded in our DNA, which comes through the Activation of our LIGHT BODIES.

The point being that eventually you will start to realize how drained you become just having a “normal” conversation, chit chat, hanging out with people that are lower in frequency.

Now this brings another piece of not going into ego judging others for being lower frequency as 3/4D is an absolute manipulated mess and it ALL PULLS. This is why you’ll see people that are deep into their Awakening process pull away from people and regular life and get more into their own vibe, energy, frequency which is a BIG part of transitioning into Ascension. Yet at some point (later in the journey) we must inject ourselves BACK into society to guide, support, assist, volunteer, share, love and be when the time comes… we just become VERY CONSCIOUS of how long we interact,  how we feel and the BIGGER MORE CONSCIOUS PURPOSE of it all, saying to ourselves “does this serve my/their highest consciousness or is it serving old ways, patterns, beliefs and pulling draining me.”

Rebuilding for me depends on how I spent my energy. Sometimes it’s out playing on and with Gaia hugging trees or bare feet on her, or sun charging, sometimes it’s having baths or playing in water, resting, laying down, inward time, integrating, just BEing… other times it’s doing laundry, playing the drums, making food and just doing things that support but not requiring my full attention or consciousness to be fully engaged like writing Activation articles and workshops etc…

Each level of consciousness will be different the way it works, like for instance me being an Embodied Ascended soul living from Quantum/Universal consciousness I can still guide, support and do sessions even when rebuilding UNLESS I’ve taxed myself too much on purpose like outside chopping wood for winter/digging out the snowmobile being stuck, doing big garden work etc…

It’s all about assessing ourselves and SEEING, FEELING, KNOWING from DEEP WITHIN how much inner LIGHT/FUEL we are holding, what is our light quotient, are we FULL or lagging, tired, slow, confused, eventually just knowing where we are at all the time.

This takes tons of time, dedication, awareness, acknowledgment and OBSERVATION of self to work through all the blockages, density and always being CLEAR to ASSESS where our energy is at all times so we can shift in any given moment.

Biggest thing to remember is that lower frequency ALWAYS pull from higher frequencies, choose your interactions CONSCIOUSLY and be very AWARE if your energy is being pulled, depleted and taxed. Just watch you don’t go into choosing the victim role because you’ve become soooo depleted or JUDGING someone you “THINK” has a lower vibe which is ego, remembering it’s always your choice WHERE, WHY, HOW you spend your energy, it’s NEVER just happening TO you, but is ALWAYS happening FOR you to see, feel and know where your energy is at so you can TAKE RESPONSIBILITY and choose to SHIFT.

REMEMBER your light is your Conscious FUEL, when depleted your not bringing your HIGHEST SELF forward which creates AND magnetizes “Growth Experiences” into our lives to show us we are out alignment and not paying attention. Sometimes the big heavy days are simply happening because the Light is depleted and requires self to bring it all back into highest alignment so we are actually doing a service and not a dis-service, sometimes  it’s massive upgrading, clearing integrating and other times the cosmic alignments/sun are pushing the contracted energy up too… It’s all about being able to discern our own energy.

Watch who your interacting with and WHY and begin to FEEL when it’s time to go rather than staying until fully depleted which takes wayyyyy longer to recover because we are PURPOSEFULLY depleting ourselves KNOWING what happens. If your are able to OBSERVE your energy while with people you will eventually start to FEEL when the energy is now PULLING, this is the Light Body’s way of saying “HELLO.. it’s time to remove yourself….!”, it’s all about breaking through the old programming and conditioning of wanting to stay for whatever reasons or no reason at all..

Eventually making promises to people goes out the window in exchange for LIVING IN THE MOMENT and HIGHEST CONSCIOUSNESS which pulls away any expectations, and expectations ALWAYS lead to disappointment.

Our energy shows and tells us EVERYTHING when choosing to hold, stay, be in FULL ALIGNMENT. We just have to want to pay attention and truly want to break through all the old 3D patterns, programs and conditioning.

Begin to OBSERVE your energy at ALL TIMES and you’ll really begin to FEEL when the drain begins, sometimes it’s immediately, it’s about asking ourselves if it’s HIGHEST ALIGNED no matter WHAT IT IS or WHO it’s with. Eventually our own ENERGY being in ALIGNMENT (full of LIGHT) becomes more important than ANYTHING in the world because we KNOW with all of our being that if we aren’t our HIGHEST we aren’t BRINGING our highest and it’s taking away from more Higher Aligned things we could be doing.

We aren’t just kicking people out of our lives because they aren’t doing their inner work, we simply choose what’s best for OUR OWN ENERGY, FREQUENCY and LIGHT BODY so we can keep growing and growing and GROWING, realizing always being around others keeps us from seeing our own selves and keeps us lost in everyone else’s frequency.

Just sharing a simple version of it all for now to assist in understanding how energy flows and where it goes. If your feeling this a lot more lately it’s because your being pushed into deeper Ascension phases and is completely normal part of the process so we can do our deepest inner work and keep Embodying Higher Frequency by taking in MORE LIGHT.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…!!!!🤍✨💎✨🤍