Fear is a Program of the mind, an Illusion we Allow to be Real…

Sharing from my own experience and journey of Resolving the program fear from my reality and daily life never to experience it again.

I know this can bring up confusion and triggers for some as we’ve been deeply programmed and conditioned to believe fear is just a normal reaction and part of us, but what I will share through my own experience and powerful realizations is that fear is actually a choice and not “part of us”, it’s a belief system we give power to.

We are programmed to believe we should be fearful of pretty much everything in life, it’s conditioned into us from every angle in every area of our lives very much on purpose. Most people when I bring this up immediately say to me “what about fear of the dark” or “ya but I feel fear inside and then I react to it, so it’s real”… and I share back that fear of the dark is a choice that BECOMES a reaction, it came from somewhere and if you look back into your childhood it may have been from a movie, tv, a book, being scared by something as a child while in the dark, taken it on from someone else… it’s not born into you, you weren’t born with a fear of the dark, it’s impossible. I then say to the second point that a reaction is directed from the mind based off a previous experience OR belief, information taken on.. and I will share this all in more detail below through my own unraveling of it all.

What I came to realize after choosing to walk into all my fears for many years without running away from them or buckling to the old patterns of avoiding that I held was that Fear is not a natural process, its not born into us it’s a belief system, program  we’ve “adopted” and taken on as real, we just can’t see it this way until we truly WANT TO. If we are determined that its real and part of us, than it’s real to you and nobody can take away the free will choice to believe what we want to, so this post is for those open to higher perspectives that have come through experiences.

I literally spent years looking deep inside myself and acknowledging all the fears I held day by day, through doing deep inner work and asking my higher self to show me my fears. As I did this and looked beyond the fear itself and wanted to see its creation point I would always come back to seeing it was something I took on from someone else, or from the outer world in some way creating a “belief”,  many starting from my childhood taken in from a movie, tv, another person, family, friends or experiences I’d had and then “Created” a fear from the experience…

As I would dive deeper into each fear that came up,  and this took a bit of time and dedication in my journey to get to this process, I realized I was allowing my mind to recycle information I’d taken in from outside of me. It was never ever my own truth, UNLESS… I had created it myself, then I would BELIEVE it deeply and then it all BECAME REAL and now a very uncomfortable FEELING attached to it, now stored inside me for the rest of my life as REAL coming up as real every time after that… that is until I actually choose to walk into them all, face them all and look much deeper beyond the surface to resolve and dissolve them all one by one as I’m sharing here now.

This was a profound process I was opening up through my journey and the guidance to do it all was coming through me being pushed into it all very uncomfortably, because for a while there before I started the process my fears were coming up regularly on repeat and just wouldn’t stop, which after a while I just couldn’t take anymore so I started asking my higher self for guidance, but that just kept pulling up more fears because my higher self wanted me to find my own answers through struggle knowing I would find it all, so it pushed me deeper into them until I figured it out. Then I finally started taking my own initiative to do something about it which became me facing it all and asking questions and going deeper and deeper to the roots realizing that if I wasn’t looking for the roots it would just resurface as un resolved and feeling real again.

After working through all my fears for years becoming much more clear inside do to becoming so absolutely present to all my thoughts and actions, I naturally started to Observe myself from the inside out, like I was looking in on myself and how everything worked, which I was, it was epic… I was becoming the “Observer” as many call it. That’s when I finally realized my “mind” was the issue, that it was perpetuating and creating fears based off of things I’d CHOSEN to believe and I was just looping in it all, never making anything beautiful but always pushing harder and harder for me to be in fear, always creating more fearful “scenarios” that we not true or real, just fake scenarios.

Thats when I realized what the ego was after many years of asking my higher self, searching deep inside myself “what is the ego”…  The more I intentionally dissolved  and took responsibility for taking in the beliefs I held and had taken on from OUTSIDE myself, the more I began to clearly see that my mind was part of the ego matrix and eventually realized that all the ego knows and it’s entire function was built upon separation, negatively and control, eventually over time seeing deeply  that the ego and lower mind were the 3D matrix keeping me in loops of not just fear, but judgement, control, guilt, lack, shame, self sabotage, blame, anger, hate, not loving  myself, keeping me believing I was small and worth nothing to others and so much more…. Seeing deeply that the mind/ego were one and the frequencies they held were Ultra low and very toxic to my vibration, the COMPLETE OPPOSITE to the ultra high frequencies of the Heart and Higher Heart. Ego and mind being programs in themselves only knowing separation as their programmed function and nothing else, which was a MASSIVE realization at the time that changed my entitle view of life and fear.

I then saw so beautifully and powerfully and clearly that our heart and then Higher Heart was the KEY to breaking free of the ego and held the higher truths, answers to everything from a much much higher quantum perspective being our Truth, which is actually our Universal Truth, but to begin to Activate our Higher Heart we had to begin a bigger and deeper process to truly resolve and take responsibility for all of the corrupted beliefs, density, traumas, victim stories, karmic “debt”,  programming, fear… we’ve taken on from the outside world, created and actually magnetized into our reality since birth as it was all built upon and from ego, separation, and manipulated information taken in from the purposefully twisted 3/4D outside world.

Which was a big years long process but sharing here to Activate a higher path and understanding so you can look at this within you too from an entirely new view point. To FEEL inside how it all works for you because we all have the answers DEEP INSIDE of us. We just have to be willing to put the time in and do the deep inner work facing all of our fears and beliefs, density, unconsciousness that we’ve all been unknowingly suppressing and  hiding from and avoiding our entire lives because we’ve been purposefully conditioned to do so. Never being taught we actually burry all of our unconscious, unresolved experiences as density in our Energy Body which will at some point along our Awakening/Ascension journey have to be fully resolved to move forward in our journeys.

I learned through massive struggle that Seeing the Higher Truth from WITHIN doesn’t come without doing the inner work, it’s a trade off. We choose to face what we’ve been avoiding and truly walk into it all, then dismantling, resolving the beliefs, then taking responsibility for believing, crating and Magnetizing it all into our field to clear out all our buried density from life, and then we gain access to SEEING, FEELING, KNOWING the truth from WITHIN. Then it becomes a REMEMBERING from deep within because truly as I found after years of deep daily intentional inner work, our DNA holds the answers to EVERYTHING in existence. It’s our portal to Quantum Consciousness. It’s the secret that’s not being shared by the manipulated outer world so it can keep us lost, confused and controlled through mass fear believing we are nothing and have no power and everything is out to get us.

But that’s why we are now coming through a MASS COLLECTIVE AWAKENING AND SHIFT that cannot be stopped, because It’s time for the illusion to END.. it’s time for the the masses to be forced Awake out of the illusion and deep amnesia to REMEMBER from deep within, which is why we coded the Higher Quantum Truth of existence into our DNA.

So the access comes as we put the effort, time and dedication into a bigger process that goes farrrr beyond looking from the surface which means facing everything we’ve been fearful of or avoiding, then digging to get to the roots of it all and then Taking FULL responsibility for creating IT ALL which scares many people, as they have built deeep fears of not wanting to see themselves like I did.

Once we choose to break through all the fears we created of looking at ourselves though…  this is when it all breaks down and all begins to make complete sense. It’s AMAZZZZING…!!! Because we begin to realize fear is just an illusion, we just had to be bigger than the fears and start walking head first straight into them all… it’s the Game Changer and it’s a HUGE piece of breaking out of the manipulated illusion we’ve all lived within life after life after life…

We’ve ALL wanted the answers to life and it’s all sitting beautifully coded within our own DNA, we just have to choose to take a deeper INWARD journey THROUGH all the fear and programming. Its such a wild and powerful and EMPOWERING process but we built it this way on purpose before incarnation very much on purpose. This is also where our entire journey and the way HOME to Full Consciousness comes from (DNA), which keeps unlocking the more we dive in and keep facing ourselves and resolving and taking responsibility for all of our fears, unconscious choices, beliefs, programming, indoctrination density we unknowingly accumulated and held in the Energy Body, but it’s important to remember it’s a very intentional journey, it won’t all just magically happen for us. That’s why so many are being pushed into deep dark nights of the soul processes that won’t stop until we dive in and CHOOSE to go deeper because fear is a BIG BLOCK to doing this deeper work and fear itself is just an illusion, not real. That’s why it’s the first piece of the ego to work through, well at least it was for me alongside judgment.

We have always been the KEY to our own journey, we just haven’t been taught any of this very much on purpose to slow down human Awakening and Ascending back to our original Fully Conscious state, but NOTHING can stop humanity from Awakening at this point, it’s IMPOSSIBLE.

It’s such a beautiful and profound journey and it’s been the ride of my life to find all this for myself, which is why I share back as I do. To give much higher perspectives I found for myself so that others can break through and FREE of the deep programming, conditioning indoctrination to be fearful of everything, believing all we are taught from outside of us… meanwhile the higher journey is coded INSIDE of us, we’ve just been feared to look their or we are “crazy”, that we are small and nothing in this Universe, when truly WE ALL ARE THE UNIVERSE….

See how this resonates and FEELS inside, and if your ready and don’t already know this then enjoy the road back to FREEDOM FROM WITHIN. It takes massive dedication and choosing to consistently keep diving deeper within ourselves daily, breaking through the fears, limiting beliefs, old ways, old patterns, separation, ego programming, but it is as I’ve shared VERY possible and is our mission which is how we eventually Ascend our Consciousness and selves OUT of the 3/4D ego manipulation matrix of control.

I LOVE YOU, and Remember, WE ARE THE KEY to everything we’ve been searching for, it’s been inside of us coded in our DNA the entire time. We’ve just been told to keep looking outside ourselves…. We can wait and get forced through it all by our Soul/Higher Self as I tried to do for a while which became VERY uncomfortable or, we can choose to dive in and intentionally do it which is much easier as I will share from experience, as once I let go and dove in on my own it was a much smoother processes.  💝✨🧬✨💝