LOVE is EVERYTHING…💕💕💕

Sharing from my own personal experience and journey of Embodying what I will first call “TRUE LOVE” to Activate a deeper REMEMBERING within, and as we go on I will eventually evolve the name to something much more EMPOWERING and CLEAR that describes the truth of what LOVE became for me as I became more conscious and released the manipulated versions I, we all took on through life. Then feeling very clear from within what Love is NOT, but what we were programmed and conditioned to believe it was so we would keep ourselves in endless loops of pain, suffering, emotions, shame, blame and sadness missing the actual point of a much Bigger and more Expansive Truth.

Love is the connection to EVERYTHING in existence, our Universe, Soul, Higher Self.

Everything and all Life being Born from the most Pure Frequency of Love and Love being what will eventually bring the world back into Balance, “Love will Heal the world”.. I’m sure you've heard a version of this at some point along the way.

As we open up spiritually and then eventually more consciously, we can all feel this or many versions of this to be true from DEEP within ourselves. It resonates through the entire body when talking about it, It’s the best most Pure and Gorgeous feeling I have ever felt personally. Back in earlier phases of my Awakening journey it always lit me up so big inside like a big warm hug from the Universe when hearing or speaking about it (Love) from this more expansive more Universal Perspective. It always just resonated sooo deep inside yet not fully understood, feeling so vast yet sooo POWERFUL.

But what does this all really mean from a Higher Perspective as everyone talks about love all the time in different ways, meanings and understandings. Depending who you talk to there are MANY different views, beliefs of what “Love” truly is or means, where it comes from and is found, it can get very confusing and emotional or it can become very CLEAR and EMPOWERING. Which is why I’m sharing, as it was the MOST POWERFUL piece of my journey that shifted my entire view of EVERYTHING and set me on the most Profound and Expansive path I could ever imagine… which eventually brought me through later stages of Awakening into the journey of Ascending my Consciousness.

Since the beginning of my journey always feeling it was my mission to understand Love  from a Higher space and place within me and eventually Live as LOVE, but yet confused always wondering How and What this truly meant which took me on an a massive years long journey to find out and eventually Embody and Live this state Fully as I live and breath.

It all felt so simple, yet not at the same time and I couldn't understand why it was all so confusing because it was all about love. Thats when over time I began to see, feel and truly understand Why I was so confused which is why i’m sharing here today from all levels of my conscious journey in a simple way to Activate a deeper understanding for those searching for this along their journey, path too.

As I searched outside myself in the beginning for years, I finally began to realize I was taking in lots of different views and other peoples beliefs that just didn't really resonate for me, never felt it deep in my soul as I felt it should. This had me stumped for a bit which then put me on a path to start asking for the answers and guidance within myself, waiting for my Universe, Higher Self to just “show me” and drop the answers in my lap, consciousness so I could evolve and grow into it all,. So I waited and waited days, months… and after a while I finally got a bit frustrated because I felt it wasn't being shown to me or being guided to the higher truth I had been searching for to Light and Fill me up inside. So I finally asked deeply within myself “why am I not being shown anything about Love”… Thats when my Universe came through and said “you are being shown daily, pay attention from a higher level. This got my wheels turning and I then had to look deeply at what was coming up for me daily, and thats when I had a Big realization that it WAS being shown to me but I just couldn't understand because I was UNKNOWINGLY at the time looking at it all from a manipulated view I was given from the outer 3D world.

Then it hit me like a “ton of bricks” one day through realizing I had been endlessly searching for the “perfect relationship”, “the ONE”, my Soulmate or Twin Flame for most of my adult life, because thats what I truly felt was going to be the most PURE form of love, “thinking” through programming, conditioning that it had to come from a person or partner to make me whole and complete, so thats what I kept searching for, and my goodness was I ever way off… But then through the “ton of bricks” falling through my consciousness realizing this “belief” was my actual BLOCK… The block being that I “thought” through deep programming and indoctrination that I was meant to find and receive Love from other people OUTSIDE MYSELF.

That a when a VERY Powerful epiphany came through that really kick started me into a very NEW and POWERFUL process and path. I began to now realize I was searching Outside myself for the most PURE Frequency in Existence…, which the more I processed internally through inward connection just didn’t feel good at all. My body actually started rejecting this belief in a big way, making it feel VERY uneasy and uncomfortable the more I searched outside myself, which in turn guided me to keep looking at things from a much Deeper and more Expansive perspective, now asking my Universe at the time to “guide me to the HIGHER KNOWING”, saying to myself “I want to REMEMBER what TRUE LOVE really is”, and thats what I started to get because I was finally asking more conscious questions and actually READY to listen from a much different space within, wide open to all new perspectives beyond the deep programming, indoctrination and manipulation of the outside world we were all fed.

Thats when my entire perspective changed about anything to do with love and thats when I began my TRUE journey of finding what I called at the time “TRUE LOVE”.

Im going to keep this fairly short just to give the understandings so you can keep opening it up within you too.

The question now became,

Why was I and so many others, basically almost everyone in the world endlessly searching for love, why were we all feeling so deficient in it, NEVER EVER seeming to feel ENOUGH of it..?

Well, the simple answer was that I realized that every tv show, movie and all old books, most peoples beliefs of love where conditioned into us as NEEDING to find it in another person OUTSIDE of us (family, friends, partners) that would then give it back to us, but in that it never seemed to be enough… Why, because I realized there was judgement, blame, guilt, fear, shame, lack emotions… involved which are actually all traits of the “ego”, and this invisible scale of “does this person love me enough, the right way, or at all”… was just a nasty mess, toxic loop of ego, manipulation and indoctrination, having me run around in circles searching for the most PURE frequency that I was about to realize wasn't found outside myself at all, this ego game began to feel just absolutely nutty to me which just kept pushing me deeper into my process.

Then being guided to feel the bond between me and the Doggy I chose to be my companion for years and the relationship we had together, and why others had dogs. Always looking at my Dog companion at the time who just loved me know matter who I was, no matter how I was acting, no matter what I said and so on.

This is when it all started shifting HUGE for me and thats when I got into what many refer to as UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, Which is and was awesome to feel for a while and I went with this for a bit as it resonated within and everyone seemed to be speaking of it in spiritual circles like it was everything, yet was it the TRUE REAL LOVE I was endlessly searching for.

For a while I believed it (love) was all about unconditional love, which it kind of is and becomes a Big piece of Love, but as I soon found out it becomes Much More Expansive and Evolves the more Conscious we become. Then after a bit of time this version still didn't fill the “void” within me, I was still not feeling it as this all Powerful Purity lived from within as I had felt and heard about that resonated SOOO DEEP INSIDE, yet did feel it was a piece to the bigger puzzle.

This is when I came to the next piece or Question which was the last piece but took me years to truly understand and actually EMBODY as my reality, Truth as it now became a massive journey of SELF LOVE on a level I couldn't even fathom at them time. And I had played with this concept through the journey as many others do in their own ways, but the actual TRUE journey was just Immense and literally as I mentioned took YEARS to complete, actually still finding little fragments buried within to bring into this higher state of Self Love.

The question was.., WHAT IS SELF LOVE…?

It’s funny because many talk about self love, its actually talked about all the time, but the Self Love I'm speaking of takes things to a level I couldn't fathom at the time and this is why it took YEARS for me to truly Embody, Live as LOVE. Self love not just being able to look in the mirror and say “I love you, I love all of my body, I love how I look no matter what feelings or emotions come up. I mean thats how it started with me for sure, but I quickly realized that this was all just scratching the very surface of what Self Love was truly about to mean for me.

This was the years long GAME CHANGER of all GAME CHANGERS that shifted EVERYTHING for me because at the end of it all I realized I was coming through not just my Awakening but was coming through my Ascension journey, Ascending my consciousness which became much different than what I had ever seen shared before out in spiritual circles, groups, beliefs, texts…

The new question everyday became.. do I TRULY love myself, How do I truly love myself…?

And what does this actually mean which I didn't get a clear view of until AFTER I ended up spending years Resolving and Taking responsibility for my deep traumas, painful memories, self betrayal, the stories of hurt and sadness and then the entire ego matrix being all the “separation held within myself which I began to understand over time and lots of intensity was the fears, Lack, control.. all the guilt, shame, sadness I held towards myself AND others, victim stories and mentalities, stored emotions, the blame and ALL the judgments of self and others from my ENTIRE life since birth… Which was an INTENSE journey in itself being faced with it all over and over and over and over… until I kept going deeper and then Deeper and then DEEPER into them to see, feel and realize I had actually and Unknowingly magnetized ALL of it into my reality and to me very purposefully, and that took a bit to comprehend as well but ended up becoming very clear to my as my journey went on and I Evolved into Quantum Consciousness. All this also Unknowingly becoming the Ascension of my consciousness which was wild but, I didn't know that I was Ascending my Consciousness in the beginning until l was guided to read some posts from Powerful Soul that had already Ascended and was sharing her Powerful journey at the time, her name is “Lisa Transcendence brown”. Her words resonated so deeply at the time back in 2017/2018 and was sharing much different higher information I couldn't find anywhere else which gave me a much bigger expanded view of what the heck I was actually going through, because it was all much different of a journey than anything I had EVER read or could find anywhere at the time.

I then got guided back into my own journey to do it on my own until again down the road I didn't really comprehend another new process I was going through, so again I’d be guided to Lisa’s writings when lost which would guide me to know through what I was working though, such a Gift when I needed it more than ever struggling to understand it all. But always guided back into my own journey to find all from within myself REMEMBERING all through my DNA which eventually becomes our portal to Quantum, Universal, Source Consciousness. Always getting guided back within myself as I now see so I would have my own unique journey to share. But without finding this Beautiful Soul when I did, I was so confused as I was now working through Ascension processes that weren't found or shared anywhere I could find other than through Lisa sharing at the time. Then having a Massive Inner Knowing, Remembering that ALL of the Higher Ascension journey is Truly found neatly hidden, coded in each of our own DNA which I realized through time can only begin being accessed as we truly Resolve and Truly Take Responsibility for the ego matrix control and all the Density held within as shared earlier, the more we truly and PURPOSEFULLY Choose to Resolve, the more we open up the coding in the DNA and gain access and begin to REMEMBER… WOW such a POWERFUL and at the time Unknown journey.

This is why I share so straight and upfront as I do these days from my own uniqueness, Ascended state as we are meant to after we come through and Embody our own process to share back without confusion and no regurgitation, all shared from and through our own EXPERIENCE for those that resonate with our uniqueness, so we can Truly and Clearly Guide, Support, Assist those now coming through their temporarily “confusing, Intense, unknown” journey’s which begins in later phases of Awakening when the TRUE ego work begins as shared above to which the New Higher Ascension processes become Much Deeper and more Expansive, sometimes backwards, night and day to what’s shared, learned talked about in spirituality or anything to do with Spiritual Awakening.

Sooooo awesome how this all works, we struggle for a while then poof, the door opens or gets basically dropped in our laps by our Higher Selves, Universe. Just like my writings or me commenting on peoples posts when they are lost and confused comes through out of seemingly “nowhere” at the perfect moment when the person just cant take it anymore OR requires it the most, so confused with what they are going through as I was because Later phases of Awakening into Ascension its night and day different processes as shared above. The next part is does the person want to even DO the Bigger Deeper Inner work as it Challenges ALL old beliefs, systems and whatever one ‘Thinks” they know, which now becomes a BIG part of the Ego release process, to drop ALL we THOUGHT we knew (ego) and begin an almost ENTIRELY New Higher path now taking guidance when before we may have been the “teacher, Healer, student”…

Fun part is it all becomes a part of Self Love, Ego release and if we wont let go of the old we block or stifle our journey which becomes more uncomfortable until we let go and allow ourselves to receive.. which I went through for a bit, we all do for a moment in different ways, some just hold onto the old longer than others for many different reasons, money, fame, followers, pride, control, status, perceived embarrassment… but thats all part of what has to now be Resolved as its all feeding the 3/4D matrix and blocks the new Higher Processes.

So back to SELF LOVE….

So If we cannot and truly do not fully LOVE ourselves from the deepest core of our being, which means not just loving the beautiful parts of ourselves but rather loving even the deepest darkest pieces of ourselves, all the darkness we held and or hold inside from our past for the gift that it all truly is and was… who we’ve been, how we’ve acted, reacted, the stored emotions from painful hurtful experiences, the ways we felt about ourselves and others through life, allowing ourselves to drop everything we “thought” we knew that actually and unknowingly came from a manipulated world and beliefs… all the judgments, the blaming, the victim mentalities, guilting, shaming of OURSELVES and OTHERS and all the lack we held and lived in different ways. Which is one heck of a powerful journey in itself as we begin to Evolve and realize we actually magnetized all of the deepest darkest moments and painful experiences to ourselves for our conscious growth, through unconscious choices made due to manipulated and indoctrinated beliefs held, or to resolve “karmic debt” as some call it, which we are actually now resolving ALL karmic debt from this life and all others… which wont make any sense by looking back in to our past lives and trying to fix the issues in the past lives in this life as I and many “think” it works. I tried all that and it didn't work and just doesn't work like that as I see it now, this life bringing us very unique experiences to resolve the “past lives” through what seem like very “random” experiences or “accidents” or very painful, hurtful, physical experiences we would NEVER want to feel or believe we actually magnetized to ourselves… but we did and that actually becomes a big block to Loving ourselves because we cant keep being victim to things that actually happened for us to resolve past density, energy. I know it can sound or feel crazy now, but eventually as we evolve it will all begin to make more sense from a much Higher Quantum understanding within. I’m just opening it all up as it worked through my journey spending so much time and trying sooooo hard to go into my past lives to fix my present reality, but never ever worked and ultimately I found out through Quantum Consciousness that its all being aligned in this life through experiences as mentioned, s this is ultimately the END of the loop cycle, the Mass Collective Awakening of ALL of Humanity.

Then how do we truly LOVE ourselves…?

The key to finding “True Love” which is truly SELF LOVE for me and eventually for all of us in our own time and space, is to take the time daily to look at ourselves deep within and very Purposefully Choose to Resolve and Take Responsibility for ALL of our Density and all I just shared above because all the “darkness” I shared above is what we “alchemize”, transform into LIGHT by CHOOSING to SEE and FEEL it all from a MUCH HIGHER PERSPECTIVE, meaning it didn't all happen TO US which is just us being victim to our own choices and life plan (many pieces of our lives already pre destined to happen to clear “karmic” energy from all lives or through unconscious choices made in this reality), but rather REMEMBERING it all has truly happened FOR US energetically, which is the BIG SWITCH, REVERSAL that happens and the only way we truly begin to Resolve our past and activate our DNA which opens up the REMEMBERINGS. Which becomes the entire reason for Awakening and then Ascending our Consciousness OUT of the lower 3/4D illusion.

This level of consciousness and understanding becomes a journey of working on ourselves All Day Everyday, 24/7 for many years past the earlier phases of Awakening and Deep into our Ascension process and beyond, but the beauty in it all is that every time we make it to a new level of consciousness, we begin to Embody LOVE in a very new much more EXPANSIVE way, from Love to Unconditional Love to Self Love and then what ultimately becomes the portal to ONENESS and becoming ONE with EVERY living being and thing in existence, no matter who it is, what it is, no matter what the person or thing has done, said, looks like and so much more…, realizing we are all here and purposefully CHOSE to be here to Remember our way home and we all very purposefully choose to be in this Earth reality or “Earth School” for the true purpose of Ascending ourselves out of ALL the darkness, manipulation, lies, indoctrination, programming conditioning, ego we all took on in our own unique ways, no shaming and blaming or guilting, hating or judging ANYONE for anything because it was, is, each our own unique lives to resolve, we started as ONE and we dropped in to all this (Earth School) not to beat each other down, separate ourselves from each other like the controlled reality wants us to, but rather Rise Up and Remember WHO WE ARE, WHY WE ARE TRULY HERE which is coded in our DNA, every single one of us. This is a BIG concept which becomes an Embodiment to evolve into and just keeps getting Bigger and Bigger and more Expansive the Deeper we come through our journey. I’m just giving a simple understanding to Activate a Remembering deep within the DNA from a Quantum Level.

This is why I share that it is a many years long journey and not just happening over night. Because to get to the point of this Embodiment, we are and have Ascended our consciousness and beyond which happens much beyond 5D, actually 5D just becomes the beginning of the journey to Embodying 12D in this physical reality and then beyond that energetically… The ego does NOT want to have a longer journey so it avoids all this as much as possible, but now with the Frequencies as BIG and MASSIVE and FULL FORCE as they are now all day everyday, its un avoidable for all, just gets more uncomfortable as mentioned until a shift is made to leave the old, ways, beliefs, indoctrination, conditioning behind.

Ego is now longer allowed to run the show, thats why so many peoples realities, inner worlds are collapsing in on them and not stopping as its all built from ego and will keep crumbling until bigger more conscious shifts are made to begin Taking Responsibility as shared.

Thats the short, simplified version of my Journey of Embodying Love and Self Love and Now ONENESS as I do now which just keeps evolving as I go and will for you in your own way.

LOVE through each one of us Embodting and TRANSCENDING to the True Journey of ONENESS, meaning clearing ourselves out and Taking Responsibility for All of our DARKNESS and EGO TOXICITY, taking in and on and believing all the manilulation, programming, conditioning and indoctrination, LOVING ourselves for the crazy ride we all unknowingly CHOSE to take to Activate our DNA and REMEMBER our way back HOME to absolute PURITY, QUANTUM ,UNIVERSAL SOURCE, CONSCIOUSBESS is how we bring the world BACK into balance as it once began...

Which is also how we CREATE a NEW EARTH and how each one of us eventually becomes a New Earth Frequency holder from within.

I LOVE YOU no matter who you are, what you do, the choices you make, the actions you take, what you believe, where you live, what you drive, where you went to school, where you buy groceries, the clothes you wear…. Because we are ONE…!!💕💎🧬💕