There's no “quick fix/hack/cheat codes” to get through the Awakening/Ascension process quicker…

MOST Humans are always looking for a quick fix a hack or some kind of cheat code to get through things quicker, some “thinking” they have broken through the “matrix” and figured out a way/ways to NOT complete a process and get the same results, saying “oh it’s much quicker and saves so much time..”. Yet, that’s all just a game of the ego for the ego when it comes to Consciousness/Awakening/Ascension. MIGHT work with cooking food/science/school or something but NOT AT ALL with Awakening and Ascension, it’s actually QUITE THE OPPOSITE as I will share from my own experience/journey and realizations.

When it comes to doing anything CONSCIOUS it’s all about the EXPERIENCE and MASTERING each experience. Awakening and Ascension aren’t a game we play, it’s not a joke or some wishy washy  thing we do that we can be lazy with and only do little bits always avoiding the bigger picture. Well it is to some people only “dipping their toes” in once and a while playing in the skittles and rainbows part of the journey but avoiding the deeper parts, don’t understand why their world/reality is collapsing in on them consistently and can feel like an emotional train wreck or “exorcism”…. It’s collapsing because the true deeper “inner work” is NOT being done, only doing/working through things that are easy/quick/somewhat comfortable/fu/sacred/playful for the human.

Yet Awakening is NOT MEANT TO BE COMFORTABLE in ANY WAY… it’s actually quite the opposite, Awakening is meant to TAKE US OUT  OF OUR COMFORT ZONE, comfort zone being living the 3D illusion of manipulation just like everyone else, playing in convenience/material world/stimulants/negative behaviours/ego programming/separation. Yes there are BEAUTIFUL parts too, but that’s the easy part when you get into the TRUE IMMENSITY of the ENTIRE JOURNEY/MUCH DEEPER PROCESSES.

Awakening in later stages of 4D is when we are being pushed/forced/dropped into FEELING our traumas/painful memories/BIG EMOTIONS/separation which is our DENSITY that’s buried deep inside and all throughout our Energy Body. When this all starts coming up/surfacing in the mind/body on repeat it begins to get very INTENSE all of the sudden. It’s like all the painful memories/traumas/stories of being the victim start surfacing out of nowhere yet it’s NOT AT ALL out of nowhere, it’s our Universe saying “it’s time” to begin the next phase which is the RESOLVING/DISSOLVING process where we are realizing we must begin to TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for our Unconscious creations/actions/choices/beliefs/conditioning/programming we have taken in and on through life since birth.   

This is the phase where most crumble and start looking for hacks/quick fixes/cheat codes to get through the journey feeling they can some how AVOID doing this DEEP INNER WORK because it all “seems” TOO PAINFUL/TOO MUCH/TOO BIG/TOO INTENSE to look at OR, have been led to believe that this is how it all works, we go to ceremonies/shamans/healers to BE “HEALED”, they heal all our “stuff/traumas/pain/sadness” FOR YOU/US.

I’ve met a TON of souls that felt going to a shamanic ceremony of sorts/working with plant medicines would be the “silver bullet/quick fix” that would take care of/fix/heal their trauma/past painful memories/stories of being the victim FOR THEM. Felling all they had to do was show up to ceremonies drink/eat/receive the medicine and it will all work itself out/fix itself/heal itself, might have to see/feel some uncomfortable things about ourselves but “somehow” it/ceremony/medicine/shaman would do ALL the DEEP inner work FOR the person, feeling the medicine is “healing” their past experiences FOR THEM… I was one of them…

Yet, this isn’t how it worked at all in my journey, it was actually the exact opposite and I know this can trigger or sting a bit to read at first for some as a lot of us have spent endless amounts of money looking for the “healer” that can “heal us/heal our part for us, yet WE ARE THE HEALERS WE’VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR, WE are the shamans/teachers/guru we’ve been searching for to heal us, it US is what I came to find for myself through many break downs/contracted states of all my traumas coming BACK UP on repeat/looping AFTER hundreds of ceremonies….

Personally I’ve gotten rid of parasites, had massive purges and detoxes at ceremonies due to the fermented medicine I was ingesting which can greatly help heal/regenerate/align our physical body/gut/intestines from the inside, which is AMAZING. I’ve also had PROFOUND visions/understandings of myself/my future life/my past which is the actual point of working with plant medicines, to show us ourselves on a MUCH DEEPER LEVEL with the ego peeled back for a short period of time so we can temporarily see BEYOND THE VEILS so to speak. Yet when it comes to PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES/INTERACTIONS/TRAUMAS/CHOICES/ACTIONS/BELIEFS we hold,  as you will find for yourself ONLY WE can actually “heal” or what I call RESOLVE/DISSOLVE/TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for OUR OWN SELVES/CHOICES/THOUGHTS/ACTIONS because it was US that actually had the EXPERIENCE or MADE THE CHOICE or TOOK THE ACTION or SAID WHAT WAS SAID in the first place and we did it from our own unconsciousness, NOBODY DID IT FOR US, WE were unconscious and WE made unconscious choices that lead to HOLDING a painful/emotional/traumatic memory inside ourselves our entire lives as the victim. So as much as I’m sure many would like to believe their traumas/unconscious choices/painful memories can just be fixed FOR US as I once did, it’s actually VERY MUCH UP TO US to do our OWN DEEP INNER WORK of RESOLVING/DISSOLVING and TAKING RESPONSIBILITY for OURSELVES and OUR CREATIONS, it’s actually IMPOSSIBLE for someone else/a plant medicine/ceremony to Take Responsibility for our own UNCONSCIOUS CHOICES/DECISIONS/BELIEFS/THOUGHTS/WORDS/ACTIONS because that’s the actual POINT OF AN AWAKENING and ASCENSION is to TAKE RESPONSIBILITY and DO IT OURSELVES.

Yes looking back into our UNRESOLVED past that we all so diligently AVOIDED/STUFFED DOWN/PUSHED AWAY/BURIED in the moment is not fun at all and of course you want to keep running’s and avoiding it, yet it is over and done long ago, it’s only scary or fearful to look at because you hold it as an UNRESOLVED disempowered STORY, as the victim or, feel big shame/blame/guilt/judgement/emotions that you don’t want to RELIVE or SEE/FEEL again because it felt SO BIG in the moment, yet it’s just a MEMORY, it’s OVER and DONE as shared above. This is why most search for SOMEONE ELSE to do it FOR THEM or a “quick fix/hack/cheat code”, because it all feels so BIG and INTENSE, it’s been avoided so deeply that we don’t believe we can face it…

That being said it’s YOUR/OUR memory, it’s nobody else’s, they (shaman/guru/healer/ceremony/plant medicine) didn’t LIVE IT, they WEREN’T THEIR, so HOW in ANY WAY could they “heal”/Resolve/Dissolve/Take Responsibility for ANYTHING for you/us, HOW could they assess our reasoning/thoughts/emotions that lead is to the experience in that exact moment that only WE EXPERIENCED FOR OURSELVES…

Yes we can get guidance on HOW to RESOLVE from someone that can see through the quantum field/oneness/quantum/universal consciousness   guiding us to see ourselves and the much bigger conscious picture with no ego/separation in the way, but ask yourself HOW it could and would be at all possible for someone else/a ceremony/plant medicine to go back to the moment of YOUR MEMORY from YOUR PAST that ONLY YOU LIVED and be in YOUR SHOES/YOUR THOUGHTS/YOUR EMOTIONS/YOUR EXPERIENCE/YOUR FIELD and then better yet TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for YOUR UNCONSCIOUS CHOICES/ACTIONS…..

I’m using ceremonies/plant medicines as the point here as that’s where I have personally experienced many many many souls feeling their deep traumas/painful memories/experiences of being the victim were going to be “healed/fixed/cured” FOR THEM. I began as one of these souls yet through my journey I started realizing that everything I “thought” was getting healed/fixed at ceremonies kept coming back up just in different ways.  I couldn’t understand why it would all start coming back up again if it was healed and why I still got triggered by it all as it surfaced. Eventually I realized that the ceremonies/visions/medicine were all just a vehicle/tool to help me SEE/FEEL/REMEMBER what I had done/said/been in my life and it was actually UP TO ME to now DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT, which became ME resolving/taking responsibility for MY OWN density/unconscious choices/actions/beliefs/thoughts through daily action processes and dedication.

Can “seem” very overwhelming at first to realize it’s up to US to RESOLVE/DISSOLVE/TAKE  RESPONSIBILITY for EVERYTHING we’ve actually been RUNNING FROM/AVOIDING our entire lives, yet in another breath it becomes THE MOST POWERFUL/PROFOUND/FREEING PROCESS/JOURNEY ONE CAN EVER TAKE. It’s what brings TRUE FREEDOM FROM WITHIN because we are CHOOSING to FIX/ALIGN our own life FOR OURSELVES, which ends up becoming our MASTERY and then becomes POWERFUL GUIDANCE/ASSISTANCE/SUPPORT/REALIZATIONS shared back for others as they come through, just as I’m sharing my experiences here.

So as you may be starting feel, if we are to cheat or looking for a quick fix or feeling someone/something else can fo it FOR US, what we are really doing is AVOIDING doing a MUCH BIGGER/DEEPER/PROFOUND PROCESS that MUST BE DONE BY US so that WE are TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR OUR SELVES, which is the ENTIRE POINT OF THE AWAKENING/ASCENSION JOURNEY IN ITSELF.

We are taking FULL RESPOBSIBILITY for ALL OF OUR UNCONSCIOUS CHOICES/BELIEFS/ACTIONS/THOUGHTS/JUDGEMENTS/FEARS/LACK/GREED, stories of SHAME/BLAME/GUILT and ALL EGO fragments which is all SEPARATION itself created/held from living an UNKNOWINGLY unconscious 3D life, taking everything in as truth from OUTSIDE of us INSTEAD of TRUSTING/FEELING/REMEMBERING everything from WITHIN as we are meant to.

Awakening and Ascension isn’t meant for someone else to do it for us or to find quick fixes or cheat codes or…… It’s about us all TAKING RESPONSIBILITY for OUR OWN UNCONSCIOUSNESS unknowingly living in a manipulated 3D unconscious world reality sold to us from birth as real life being fed absolute NONSENSE about our actual purpose/reason for living in this Earth reality or Earth School as some of us describe it. It’s about BREAKING FREE FROM THE AMNESIA/ILLUSION and eventually REMEMBERING WHY from DEEP WITHIN as it’s all coded in our DNA. As we RESOLVE/DISSOLVE we are ACTIVATING the CODES of REMEMBERING from WITHIN, we just have to clear away all the density which is how we rewrite our DNA bringing ourselves BACK to our HIGHEST STATE of CONSCIOUSNESS/ONENESS/TRUTH/EMBODIMENT that we CHOSE long ago to DECEND FROM.

So if you have been going to different healers/healing modalities/shamans/ceremonies and spending tons of money/time EXPECTING to heal your traumas/painful memories/unresolved experiences of feeling victim, and now it’s all still coming up inside triggering emotional responses, then there is more work to do and it’s about YOU/US DOING IT FOR OURSELVES, which IS the BIGGEST part of Awakening and the most EPIC/PROFOUND/FREEING part of the journey as well.

I’ve met MANY MANY souls over the years that feel Awakening/Ascension is just happening FOR EVERYONE and they/we are all just along for the ride, well that ride won’t be so fun anymore as their entire reality/inner world/outer worlds keep collapsing and they aren’t doing anything about it EXPECTING it all to happen for them. There is zero judgement to this as we all make out own choices/experiences for ourselves in this FREE WILL earth reality. I’ve also met tons of souls that feel the can “speed up” their journey and get it done in half the time, which is awesome with respect to determination, yet it’s a massive game of the ego “thinking” it can speed along past all the big stuff that’s MEANT TO DRAG OUT FOR YEARS on purpose and CANNOT BE SPEED UP because it’s NOT THE POINT, it’s just the ego that doesn’t want to do AS ITS MEANT TO BE.

I’m sharing an expanded view for those feeling there’s more to the journey and don’t want to keep looping through the same emotional triggers/traumas/painful memories/hurt/sadness feeling it never ends, because it does/it can and It all starts and ends with US…

WE ARE THE KEY TO IT ALL…!!

As we begin to CHOOSE to look MUCH DEEPER within ourselves, as we begin to face the fears of LOOKING BACK into our past painful/uncomfortable memories with more conscious eyes and an open heart, as we relax into the journey and surrender to it all through our hearts, we will begin to SEE/FEEL there was almost ALWAYS more to the story, we usually played a bigger role and have AVOIDED OUR OWN part in creating/Magnetizing the experiences into our lives FOR OUR CONSCIOUS GROWTH. Therefore, as we look deeper and CHOOSE to truly ACKNOWLEDGE our TRUE role/our part from a MUCH HIGHER space within we will begin to see/feel WHY we are responsible for it happening in our lives when it did.  We are being given the GIFT IF SIGHT because we WANTED to TRULY SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE so we could TRULY RESOLVE/DISSOLVE  it from our lives forever.

Yes it’s VERY POSSIBLE to resolve ALL our past experiences, ESPECIALLY the heaviest/darkest ones, although many believe it’s not possible, it is and it’s GLORIOUS, this is the BIGGEST purpose of the Awakening and Ascension journey and a CHOICE we all must make at some point to truly become FREE and experience TRUE FREEDOM, because true freedom comes FROM the CHOICE/DECISION to RESOLVE it all FOR OURSELVES.    

The only “quick fix” to Awaken is to actually go ALL IN 24/7 and put EVERYTHING/EVERY OUNCE OF ENERGY and EVERY BREATH into our journey/process. That’s the quick fix/cheat code/how to “speed it up”, most avoid the deeper processes like it’s a job so going all in does speed it up in the sense it was being dragged out by avoiding processes and working things.

Not everyone is avoiding, some go all in from the beginning as I did because you  just want out of all the uncomfortable pain and suffering/separation so much that you’ll put every step/breath/action/thought/choice into making it happen. I was so all in once I realized I could have a much more happier life where I wasn’t dwelling/looping in my past painful memories/sadness/unresolved experiences… sometimes it got really tough and pushed me to feel like I wanted to just give up or give in. Yet, I gave up on things most of my life or didn’t always follow through so I CHALLENGED MYSELF to BREAK those old patterns/belies/disempowered thoughts/programs/conditioning which is where ALL MY POWER came from. The ego loves to give up/give in/go small/run/hide, yet CONSCIOUSNESS STANDS IN THE FACE OF IT ALL and WALKS IN WITH A SMILE, saying “LETS DO THIS, IM TAKING MY LIFE BACK…’

I’m DEEP RESPECT for ALL the hard work/dedication you all put into your journeys/processes. It’s a huge undertaking to break through it all but much more fun when we CHOOSE to go ALL IN rather than get pushed and sometimes forced by our universe/soul/higher self.

I LOVE YOU….!!!!!!!!!!!🤍